I am currently very emotionally unstable.

Today felt very accomplished at band, through the blood, tears, sweat and temper.
Everything was worth it.

You want me to tell you straight if i don't like anything right?
Here you go:

You are not me.
Don't come and place all your thoughts on me.

GO AND BE THE SAINT YOU ALWAYS PREACH TO BE.

I am not the good soul, and neither will I aim to be one just because of you.

I LIVE THE WAY I WANT.
Not the way you want.

At the very least, I have never thought of myself to waste all my life.
If that is what you think, I'm so sorry.

But what do I have to do?
Work myself to death, be a good soul JUST TO PROVE TO YOU?

Nah, I like it this way.